My Lonely Weekend

This is the first weekend I have been alone in forever. I cant remeber the last time I was alone for more than just a few hours, it seems that Ive changed a bit without realizing it. In my earlier 20's, I prided myself on being an indepedent girl. I lived alone, payed my bills and if I wanted something, I didnt wait for someone to buy it for me, I bought it my self. And now? Just about 12 hours into my weekend alone, Ive already put on my sweats, put my hair in a bun and taken off my bra. I heated up some leftover Chinese and when I finished with that I snacked on some Doritos. That was the extent of what I had planned for the night, all thats left is to go to bed, its exactly 5:42 pm.